Friday, March 31, 2006
these few days were kinda fucked up
was sick ytd . had fever and was vomitting .
today still had fever . felt like vomitting
but got nth to vomit out liao .
kinda sad day .
ms fud scolded us .
i guess its a wake up call
i really need to buck up on my studies .
really slacked this yr .
hais . need to stop going out too often .
1 more mth to mid year !
need to study study study !
arghh . im going to be guai !
someone study with me please !
tmr got match agnst temasek =)
wee. hope can win .
scared cnt wake up sia .
im sry . i dont wish to be hatred to you . but i cant stop loving you
the memories have shattered 8:15 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
life is in a mess .
i cant help but cry every night .
hoping you would be here by my side
i regret taking you for granted sometimes
i know how much you care for us .
i know how much you want us to be happy .
dad , i really love you !
now i realised how much i needed you .
grandpa . i just hope youre getting better .
just wished i could see you .
i dont want you to go .
please dont leave so soon .
i still wanna beat you in blackjack .
i still wanna go to the market with you .
i still wanna cut the fruits with you .
please dont leave ! i love you .
people . treasure your families .
dont ever take them for granted .
grandpa please dont leave us so soon !
the memories have shattered 7:56 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
now . feeling really down
everything which were close to me , are getting further and further apart .
hmm . just hope we could be like last time
when no guys were involved .
when we go out . it would be we four .
it has been a long time since we have gone other together
hmm . today afternoon .
sharm n ju came my house . took bus 14 to orchard .
reached orchard . ate .
den headed to neoprint shop .
ya . obviously took neo lar.
den while decorating
sharm asked us how to spell HEROES
den some TKSS ppl go kpkb den spell for us .
until we damn stupid .
okay lar . we admit we not as smart as u .
but dun nid say until like that lar. CB !
ju n sharm argue . i just over there shout TIAM LAR .
coz very noisy .
den okay forget about it .
den while cutting the neoprint .
one girl . diao us like siao .
chee bye .. den say us agn .
okay lar . nvm . we wanted to walk away liao .
den we damn dulan we walk back .
den call denise they all come down .
we wait for them outside neoprint shop .
still can say juliana blocking the way .
public place la fuck .
got on common sense ar .
den follow dem .
wahh one girl more smart .
make our temperature higher .
go take our neoprint and step !
BLOODY BITCH !
mother nv teach manners arh .
den follow follow .
den they split into 2 grps .
ju follow two people .
mi n sharm follow the other 5 .
ju grp ; walk first . den say wanna go city hall .
we were all prepared to go city hall .
i dun mind sia .. in the end . all a bloody lie .
just wanred to get rid of ju . but mission unsuccessfull .
our grp ; while walking out of cine . shout should we call police.
hahaha . we scared arh ?!?!
in the end . both grp meet at traffic light .
stupid lar . they walked to heeren .
den play merry -go - round with us .
haha . fun fun . we join lor .
ask dem say sorry . only the innocent 1 say sry .
when she nv do anything ?
too kind ready apologise for whole grp .
also didnt wan her apology . so no use .
den walk walk . den 1 person ask us .
you wan ask ppl beat us up izzit ?
hahaha . they scared until like that .
ppl ask them say sorry . den think until so far .
den walk walk .
they saw their friends oppersite. (parogon hotel there)
they nid help mah .
7 ppl scared of 3 of us . haha .
losers ! den there got bout 15 ppl . or mayb more
denise and cheryl reached liao .
denise hot hot . bra all wet . den veri dulan liao .
ask them say sorry . dun wan .
then one girl say sorry for the whole grp .
when i nv seen her in my life b4 ? LOL .
too kind liao . den she crying .
me : y u crying coz of this . nth to do with you .
girl : no its not because of this . coz my bf slapped me
me : omg sry sry ( haha . i apologise to her instead)
den we only want sry from 2 ppl .
coz the rest apologise le .
worst diao AGAIN .
wah . damn dulan . every1 shout shout shout .
nicole n charm n jialin come
everybody fucking dulan .
shout shout shout .
wahh . first time here sharm shout .
if i were them i wun scared . but she very cute lar .
she wanted to step of their neo
i wanted to tel her dont coz wads the diff between us and them then .
but i forget the phrase . XD
den the paragon officer come ask us anything or else call police .
den we say just toking onli .
then jialin suddenly say .
we go paragon book 1 rm and spa.
DAMN FUNNY LAR .
i was laughing like mad .
hmm . den one by one started crying .
haha . cry for what . we only want one SIMPLE SINCERE SORRY .
haiyoo . in the end one by one started saying sorry.
just left one stubborn shit . hu only noe how to diao ppl
she say sorry . is like rather say beat me lar !
say until damn unsincere .
her face so damn shitty .
so we ask her say sincerely
she dun wan .
her friend trying to help her . she go scold the fren
then i scold her for scolding the fren .
ppl wan to help her she ask the person get lost .
haiyoo . really no manners .
in the end she cried .
she cry SO GOD DAMN UGLY LAR
haha . then she say sorry
after that we all leave
they throw paper .
HAHA. SO PAIN
after that mi ju n sharm go together agn
after that walk walk den went 2 pp .
tok tok . den 7 plus leave
reached hm . fucking bad mood .
sry nv reply ppl sms n call
sry arh
dun angry ppl
((:
all i did was to love you ; is that so wrong
the memories have shattered 7:57 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
was forced to post.
hmmm . dont realli have the mood to post .
so this will be a short one .
ytd went to orchard with juliana .
meet charm nicole n linken .
watched movie together.
ehh . wait forgot ramus .
watched movie together .
den nicole linken n ramus sit together .
and juliana me and charmain sit together.
watch big mamma 2.
was really funny . but wasnt realli nice .
i guess it was too short .
about 1 hour plus .
after the movie . chiong to tm
find andruew and sharm .
andruew sad mah .
but rebecca came . so didnt really talk to them .
ate some stinking thing . and today i keep going to the toilet
arghhh . i sld have listened to juliana .
and i change shoes with juliana .
her leg was pain . so i was kind to change shoes with her .
her shoes are KAWAII kind someor.
imagine me where kawaii shoes .
i look like lunatic with no fashion sense .
my slippers are much nicer lar
but when she went on the bus
i realised i was still wearing her shoes .
my god . it was a torture wearing those shoes
hmmm . came hm at 10 plus almost 11 .
leg full of blisters thanks to juliana ng yu sim !
was damn bored at hm .
conference with manfen and patrick
he didnt even tok .
he onli sing .
haha . his singing very NICE ;)
after manfen go slp .
tok to him till 3 plus .
slpt .
morning andruew called mi .
den woke up .
hmmm . now feeling down .
i dont know why i still care for u .
after all tis while .
i think i still love you .
it hurts seeing u with her .
im happy for you . yet im sad inside .
i guess i nv did let go .
i just wish we could still be friends like we used to
the memories have shattered 1:15 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
YAY ! today was FUN FUN !
but sch was boring lah .
after sch had feast for netball
KFC . ate chicken den give yumita the skin .
haha . waited for manfen finish her history retest.
waited outside 1T2 classrm .
den yumita ask us (seowling , rachel , valerie and me)
to look at every1 reaction when finish the test
damn funny larh . some ppl happy . some ppl sad .
some ppl heck care .
damn funny . u c daming reaction . so happy .
every1 come out we laugh .
den manfen come out .
we straight away went to pp
at sch bus stop .
i plan to buy cake for seow ling . her bday mah .
so every1 chipped in $4 .
went to jacks place .
den i said i go meet my fren . den i ask manfen to tag along .
we at jacks place there ., seowling turn her back every1 give the money.
damn funny lah .
den we walked around to buy cake .
we were budget . so ya .
i paid $10 can ! my god . while the best paid $4
haha . but i pay for manfen . she no money mah .
den we went arnd to find lighter .
first thought of buying from ''MY SHOP''
but sadly it was closed =((
den walked to macs find derrick they all
sure hv lighter mah
so i find . no one there . so sad lar .
den suddenly say zhengyang .
he smoke so much . but no lighter . hopeless. LOL JKJK
den saw faris. ask him. he say he nv smoke he guai .
guai my ass lah .
den saw guangren . he help us buy lighter. kind soul ((:
haha . went to jacks place .
outside there . we open the box.
den light the candles .
everybody come and kpo !
pure singaporeans .
like nv c cake b4 leh .
den one ahma ask how old . so weird lar .
kpo until like that .
haiyoo .
so me and manfen brought the cake in .
was damn paiseh .
jacks place alot of ppl .
but for a fren paiseh nvm lar (:
haha . so sweet hor .
sang bday song .
she say softer . we sing louder .
haha . den we sing
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ,
den suddenly stopped .
den after 5 sec cont agn .
weird weird.
seowling cut cake .
my god . she cut like dono wad .
haha . ate the cake until damn full lah .
den we force seowling eat =))
weee . we say . either u eat or smash on ur face .
den she no choice she have to eat
she eat and eat . den like the chocolate cake look like
SHIT COMING OUT OF ANUS
hahaha . damn sick lar .
den after the cake . dey all still have desert .
lucky mi n manfen nv eat sia .
guangren came . wanted to give him the rest of the cake
but in the end he onli eat one piece ?
wad a kind soul
LOL
den wasted the other 2 pieces. so sad lah .
after that took 43 to kc bus stop meet juliana .
walked to karina house .
watch some funny / sick videos . (NOT PORN) i not that sick =))
karina wanted to eat mc spicy desperately .
so we went to siglap macs .
den on the way back . wanted to jog back to her hse .
all of them dun wan
so sad lar.
dunno y had the urge of jogging .
hmm . no 1 wanna jog with me .
at first karina jod with me .
budden she stop make mi loner lah .
ass !
den reach her house .
karina keeps toking to the smarterchild .
it is FUCKING IRRITATING . i feel like wacking the monitor lah . cb .
den i slp on her bed .
so song lar .
damn tired mah .
7.30 went hm
tmr going out with juliana and charm i think ((:
WEEEE . charmain u beta go okay ? miss you <3
long time nv see you .
feels like a year .
but it has onli been 2 days ?LOL
hmm . cheer up okay . u noe i will always be there for u . take care . smile always . take care bro ((:
the memories have shattered 9:51 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
today. didnt go to sch .
woke up late . my whole family nv go sch oso lar .
weird . morning slp agn after realising i was late .
bout 9 woke up agn . watch tv with 2nd brother.
we play play . he keep pinching me .
den keep tickling me . feel so small kid . LOL.
bout 12 plus bathe and went to meet manfen at sch bus stop
sry was late. u noe my hse abit the far . so ya .
manfen fickle minded u noe .
must think veri long just to decide where to go
at the bus stop . saw alot of ppl lar . saw mr gan oso .
but he dun even reconise me lah .
den senpang shout ARSHU . so damn loud lar .
i nv turn back i already noe is him .
in the end went to bugis .
ate sushi ! nice nice .
we not so rich go sakae lar .
we all buy from cold storage and eat at food court .
we are budget ppl .
we walk walk. saw melanie and nadine .
so coincedence lar .
i was going to sms her .
and she was right in front of me .
i didnt even noe she was in bugis lar .
i tot she was in pp .
we walk walk . den manfen met her fren .
after that walk to 48 bus stop take 48 to pp .
met charm . give her her uniform.
walk walk with manfen
den sat at macs .
usual place .
5 plus i send manfen to bus stop
den went to charm dey all . .
while walking to bus stop to go hm .
just heard something that reminded me of him
(nicole not ur fault . dun say sry)
memories flashed back . =(
its just hard to let go .
took 48 hm . teared in the bus .
dono if any1 c .
ltr ppl think i retarded
i still love you .
the memories have shattered 7:16 PM
